i like how i keep up with my blogs :]

so basically.  right now.  i’m ill.  not fun.  i wish somebody cool would get on AIM so i could discuss with them the fact that i’m tired of feeling bad.

-i feel bad for everything i’ve said to people that made them feel bad [even including evan]

-i feel bad because i’m sick, of course.

-i feel bad that i haven’t tried to make a difference yet.

i want to make a difference.  i don’t know how, when, where, what, but i know i want to.

and now my mother is home and will be expecting my homework to be half finished.  it is not.