= sort of how i feel.

i got soohyuns presents and connies and michaels.  they’re all amazing.  except for michaels.  its too boring.  but i couldnt figure out anything else….

♥

brother brother brother brother.  okay, it’s out of my system.

today in tumblinggggg i was kinda hanging out with him?  ish?  i dunno.  it was cool.  because he’s cool.

i like my brotherrr.  he’s awesome.  i don’t like that he’s gonna moooooooove.    it’ll make me cry.

I HATE CRYING.

IT’S TRUE LOVE!!! 

aAPPLEZzipper: thou arent a dog
aAPPLEZzipper: you fat lazy hog
MARRYme1994: you are really mean
MARRYme1994: you devilish feind

we’d speak in rhyme…BIBLIOGRAPHY…we’ve been abandoned! gts alisa.

connie and i were kind of kidding when we said this yesterday, but we said that if soo-hyun moves we’re never befriending a korean again, because they all move.  when he moves i’m going to be really sad, all over again.  first it was june, then a bunch more people, and then sujin and amy, which really broke my heart.  now him.

even though it’s somewhere around six months away, i miss him already.  when i said i would cry if he moved, i wasn’t kidding.  when he confirmed it today i hated him.  i hated him.  then i realized, hey, he probably doesn’t want to be moving though… and it’s worse for him.  which is why i want to say this to you, soo-hyun.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry for making your life unpleasant whenever i did, i’m sorry for kicking you today when i was sad/angry, and i’m sorry for anything else i should be sorry for.  you’re my bffae, my brother.  i’ll miss you.