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i’m sorry soo-hyun.

i’m sorry connie.

i’m sorry everybody.

i didn’t realize…

i’m going to stop.

i promise.

but i’m still going to work on improving myself.  but only for me.  not so other people will like me.

i really am very sorry.

forgive me?

marcos on pool table <hahahaha.  MARCOS!

i don’t care anymore.

liz is single =/

liz also hates herself because she made michael sad.  the end!

you’re blind.

i guess i need to explain to clare still.  that’ll probably make it worse though.

maybe i should just have marcus do it for me since i explained it to him and he understands it…

i hated this weekend.

and sometimes i just want to break down crying.

i’m sorry.  for everything- including the fact that i’m being extremely vague right now.

i don’t like times like this.  they jerk tears out that i would like to stay in.  one thing brings up another, and i eventually get through everything bad that’s happened within the past year.

on the subject of years… i can’t wait until it’s the new year; a fresh start.  i get to start all over.  HAPPY NEW YEAR.

connie and i were kind of kidding when we said this yesterday, but we said that if soo-hyun moves we’re never befriending a korean again, because they all move.  when he moves i’m going to be really sad, all over again.  first it was june, then a bunch more people, and then sujin and amy, which really broke my heart.  now him.

even though it’s somewhere around six months away, i miss him already.  when i said i would cry if he moved, i wasn’t kidding.  when he confirmed it today i hated him.  i hated him.  then i realized, hey, he probably doesn’t want to be moving though… and it’s worse for him.  which is why i want to say this to you, soo-hyun.  i’m sorry.  i’m sorry for making your life unpleasant whenever i did, i’m sorry for kicking you today when i was sad/angry, and i’m sorry for anything else i should be sorry for.  you’re my bffae, my brother.  i’ll miss you.