i finally know what to get soo-hyun for christmas 
i don’t know what to get michael or connie. comment to tell me what to get.
comment if you love me too
i guess i need to explain to clare still. that’ll probably make it worse though.
maybe i should just have marcus do it for me since i explained it to him and he understands it…
brother brother brother brother. okay, it’s out of my system.
today in tumblinggggg i was kinda hanging out with him? ish? i dunno. it was cool. because he’s cool.
i like my brotherrr. he’s awesome. i don’t like that he’s gonna moooooooove. 
it’ll make me cry.
I HATE CRYING.
i may have hurt him today. i kind of kicked him really hard a few times. michael said i made him cry. :-/
just so you are forwarned… NEVER CALL ME FAT OR YOUR BUTT WILL BE SORE.
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i hated this weekend.
and sometimes i just want to break down crying.
i killed my back in tumbling. it hurts quite a lot.
end of story.
and when the sun begins to fade
everyone but i bade:
goodnight sun, hello shade.
and when the moon began to rise
everyone else closed their eyes
and breathed their deep and heavy sighs,
while i sat and stared
thinking of the thoughts i shared
with all those people i thought cared.
i don’t know who/what i should be for clare’s birthday party. i’m supposed to be a character from “Cinderella”…
i kind of want to be GusGus the amazing fat mouse 8) but i’m not sure if i want to do that anymore, because michael is from cinderella too, and so i want to be cinderella and michael to be prince charming but i don’t have a pretty blue dress or clear shoes!
