i HATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATE senora wheater. she should go stuff herself in a trash can and roll down a hill and get run over by a car.
[noon hour sucks... just so you all know that.]
i’m sorry. for everything- including the fact that i’m being extremely vague right now.
i don’t like times like this. they jerk tears out that i would like to stay in. one thing brings up another, and i eventually get through everything bad that’s happened within the past year.
on the subject of years… i can’t wait until it’s the new year; a fresh start. i get to start all over. HAPPY NEW YEAR.
i want to smack the evil ladies. i want to drown them. they are so STUPID. …oh, since you have a sharpie in your back pocket i think you’re going to stalk somebody to get their autograph, so i’m kicking you out!! MAHH… yeah.
I ALMOST TOUCHED MICHAEL PHELPS. I DID TOUCH IAN CROCKER. I ALSO TOUCHED CULLEN JONES. it was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G.
i also saw tracy! 
first time in months!!!!! i missed her.
aaaaand!
MARRYme1994: what are you doing?
Auto response from violator401: reading about human torture and physics
haha, i love my brother. [in a brother-sister sort of way]
IT’S TRUE LOVE!!!
aAPPLEZzipper: thou arent a dog
aAPPLEZzipper: you fat lazy hog
MARRYme1994: you are really mean
MARRYme1994: you devilish feind
we’d speak in rhyme…BIBLIOGRAPHY…we’ve been abandoned! gts alisa.
connie and i were kind of kidding when we said this yesterday, but we said that if soo-hyun moves we’re never befriending a korean again, because they all move. when he moves i’m going to be really sad, all over again. first it was june, then a bunch more people, and then sujin and amy, which really broke my heart. now him.
even though it’s somewhere around six months away, i miss him already. when i said i would cry if he moved, i wasn’t kidding. when he confirmed it today i hated him. i hated him. then i realized, hey, he probably doesn’t want to be moving though… and it’s worse for him. which is why i want to say this to you, soo-hyun. i’m sorry. i’m sorry for making your life unpleasant whenever i did, i’m sorry for kicking you today when i was sad/angry, and i’m sorry for anything else i should be sorry for. you’re my bffae, my brother. i’ll miss you.
add::
bamITS IONE
MARRYme1994
i need you right now michael. i really truly need you. i need to you talk to me; tell me what i need to hear. i need you to hug me; i need your comfort.
michael, i need you so bad right now.
john, i need you. i need you to watch over me. protect me. from what, i don’t know yet. maybe myself. i need you to guide me; show me the path i need to take; lead me to God, to you.
i need you john- and rest in peace.
basically clare and i were supposed to spend all day together for her birthday, but she didn’t go the freaking swim meet!!!
GAHH.
so then diana and i spent the whole day being dramatically awesome in terre haute. I’M JEALOUS of her because she’s now engaged to two of the most amazing men on the planet: JULIAN and DANIEL.
GARR.
anyways, i’m going to go play with a new game i have just recieved
my parents are stupid. they think i’m still seven or something, like i have no opinions and they can distract me with a big box or shiny object. i’m complex.
they’re stupid.
